Wheres my green site layout for paddys day thomas

I am paddypoasting

Ist gut

Makin music

Drawin art

Bein a sweat in all my games

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my teeth is gonna fall ouuut

Storytime ladies and gentleman

Last night i had to go out for a few hours to someones house and on the way i started to feel a little bit of a cold coming on. My da said i would be fine so I brushed it off and kinda forgot about it when i was there.

Until when i am about to eat, when i realise i dont have much of an appetite. I also realise im shaking uncontrollably. Both the shaking and temperature got worse fast, so I was told to go and lay on the couch until it was time to go.

I get home and take a tablet(pill) i cant remember the name of that has a decently positive effect. So i go to bed hoping to feel better in the morning. The tablet did NOT have much of an effect at all.

I wake up at half 3 in the morning and from then until like 7 i am lying in bed, both too hot and too cold, with an aching in my stomach. But it isn't hunger. After almost 2 hours of misery i decide it would be better to suck up having to get out of bed so i can get some toast or something. Instead i immediately turn to the bathroom and wretch into the toilet for like 5 minutes, with nothing even coming out my body just hates me. My ribs hurt, i couldnt breathe well, and this cycle repeated every like hour and a half from then. Feel the need to throw up, go to throw up, not throw up, stumble back to bed.

Eventually the cycle stopped and I fell asleep for a little while, bringing me to now. I still have a temperature, so ill pop another pill to be sure, but good lord that might have been the worst fucking morning of me life.

As of late, I feel like my art been reverting pretty much back to where it started when I first began uploading it to Newgrounds, the only difference being I know how to use Ibis better than when I began. This could just be chalked down to laziness, which is definitely a factor, but I also haven't had a whole lot of time some days either, with my facing my last year of school preparing for the Leaving Cert (final exam) and days away from my first English paper 1 mock exam.

Trying to balance working on several pieces of art for Christmas and School, and still having time for myself, while also sometimes having to go to church and do other Christian things (which if I had it my way I wouldn't be doing, but that's a story for another day,) is unsurprisingly a little bit hard, and I can go no longer without addressing the issue that I've been crumbling under the weight of it all.

Not only have I been falling behind in school, but I've also gotten worse at art, which is why I haven't posted in awhile. I've fallen into a cycle of doing worse and worse at both to the point of not wanting to attempt them "at the moment" and distracting myself with playing games or using discord or the forums, watching youtube, trying in vain to mod various games, and sometimes even just lying in bed doing nothing.

All this to say: throwing in the towel as far as art is concerned, most likely only until my leaving cert is finished since art is something I enjoy and can be good at, but yeah, I can pick that up whenever I want. School, not so much. The aforementioned Christmas collection is going with it. the only piece I got finished wasn't particularly good and if I ever do post it, it will be as a bonus in a remastered, more portal-worthy version.

In other news, your gheaye exde

JUST TURNED 18 LETS GOOOO

There are so many fireworks going off rn im questioning if a firework can survive the first explosion and let off another, the thick for outside my house is smelling awfully like smoke its like im in the fucking terraria graveyard, literally as I walked out the door fragments of firework landed infront of me and I was right back in the house (but not before seeing even more fireworks popping off and was that the american flag)

I CAN'T DRAW REGGIE ANYMORE

COOKED

Update: getting somewhere

'Tas been october here inIreland for just over a minute